Status by Weirda-s-M-art on DeviantArt

Hi... I...left DA. That's true. But if you still, somehow, are here, let me say something: I'm doing fine, even if I get sui -hmm -de thoughts. But my bf does help me a lot to not feel alone. Even if he's definitely not perfect, but we have a lot in common, mostly with WHY such life-ending thoughts or why we feel we have enough. Since I focus on being a true, independent adult now, I just cannot be an artist anymore. And I'm okay with that. Too much perfectionism and self-doubt hurts more than ANY physical pain. Trust me. plus that competition and earning just enough... YUCK! Why I am writing here... oh, right! Pokemon Scarlet and Violet leaks! So.... I wanted to sell my Switch, but after seeing the leaks... I changed my mind. The ending, where in Scarlet you see that past vs future collide... one mind pursuing the past like I do with paleontology.... and the main "boss" struggling with psychosomatic experience just like I did when going into alkoholism and mixing it with

I feel like 'ghosting out' isn't a 'fashion' I'm going to follow. I want to say proper goodbye. Even if people around me tell me to not say that, but....it's just true... Drawing is a closer chapter in my life. I'm no longer into it. I do not look at art the way I used to. Thank ya'll who commented and brought smile to my face.

I sometimes wander into my folder with E-Pokedex WIPs and...I just sigh. In the past I've had a certain friend that inspired me to focus intesively on writing so much text. Without him, I lack the drive. So...anyone is eager to work on it with me? Maybe that would help me to actually get things done.

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